art failure! the angry emotion that i have to get out!

Staring at the page
pen in hand
screaming,screaming,screaming until the tears pour out
raw anguish unlocked
searing pain in atorrent of everything and nothing!
the minute hand just ticks by and the sand pours,grain by grain
Watching your hair grey..your waist thicken
your eyes fail
and the pen is still in your hand
and your still screaming,the tears ae still coin
you want to rn,feel the breath and you cant..you cant..your chained!..chained!
your life is just a fiasco
a mask of the past
an afterthought...
and nothingis right and perfection has gone
and its impossible to find again
its a strggle and your chained and the links lock against your deep breaths and your tears rust the metal a bloody copper
and your still silently screaming
with a dead mask
of slow emotion of a frozen moment
and nothing gets out
...as the minutes tick and tick and tick and tick by...